Friday, October 24th, 2003
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12:31 am
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hi guys.
been a while...
a lot has changed. i guess most isn't really worth mentioning.
hi mark.
who else is going sunday to see B&S in atlanta? we should make each other known. i can tell you what i'm wearing.
a black tank top and a pink skirt. i'll probably end up looking like a dancer... also i'll have a rose choker around my neck and pink converse with blue dots.
kay, i'm out.
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Friday, September 12th, 2003
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8:46 am - so sing our songs
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i'm wondering how to change the comments page.
i need to work on my colours...
but first: CLASS.
i NEED the new beulah cd :x
current music: beulah - if we can land a man on the moon....
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Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
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2:19 pm
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How can someone make me so sad? I don't even car about this person...
The German turned out to be... I'll not go into that, but it's nothing good.
I did find the courage to talk to a boy today. I live in a dorm now. In college. It's weird.
current mood:  crushed
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Saturday, June 7th, 2003
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12:19 am - geezers need excitement
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dorm life...
*yawn*
boring.
current music: belle & sebastian. that weird song from "fold your hands.."
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Thursday, May 29th, 2003
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7:36 am - i can't deny the feeling
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I heart this song...
I've almost moved into my dorm completely. I actually get to live there starting Sunday, but that's a long story.
I feel so grown up. I mean... whoa. When I opened that dorm room door yesterday I felt so old. And free.
current mood: liberated
current music: Teenage Fanclub - Mad Dog 20/20
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Monday, May 26th, 2003
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5:21 pm - it's better than a moo-moo, this much is true
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i'm kind of sad at this moment... dunno why.
things are going very nicely. i'm moving away this week. into a dorm. how odd.
i graduate saturday... i start at university of south alabama monday next. how amazing. weird. so strange. whoa.
that german, that boy. he comes home saturday (he's away in germany). we're going to have a talk. we might stop dating. we might continue. either way, he's coming back and i'll have him to hang out with.
yeah, so that is all.
current music: all girl summer Fun Band - Grass Skirt
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Saturday, May 10th, 2003
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2:17 am - we've all been in one situation or another
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Thank you so much for your comments, the date went so perfectly... I mean, he held my hands and we kissed... and when he walked me to my car he put his arm around my waist. He made me feel so comfortable and so... I have no idea how to put it. I used to be so funny about kissing (even with Matt!) but with him it's so completely different... I'm so wonderfully comfortable and in awe at his knowledge of so many different things... I hope this happens again and soon.
I'm so scared though! It seems too good. It really does.
And things are screwing up with Peter as we speak. But do I mind? Not at all. He didn't show interest... and now he does... It's all too confusing for me. That and he lives in Canada.
Boys are insanely silly and cute and good looking!
current music: Sloan - The Other Man
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Tuesday, April 29th, 2003
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8:57 pm - i got to holler "oh god damnit!"!
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who wouldn't have guessed!
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
current mood:  amused
current music: Hot Hot Heat - Oh, Goddamnit
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Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
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7:08 am - selling matchsticks to my kin
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This is definitely the cutest song ever! Although this is probably not the real song name.
current mood: cute
current music: The Delgados - 4th Channel
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Sunday, April 20th, 2003
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10:56 pm - try living in the real world instead of a shell
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5:38 pm - can't you see i'm trying?
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This is all I'm saying that's negative: I'm tired of feeling like a waste, I'm tired of having low self-esteem, and I'm sure as fuck tired of being second best. I really always am second best.
The Delgados were very good last night. Wonderful. I really enjoyed my time there. I met everyone but the drummer. He kind of scared me. I got them all (but the drummer) to sign my setlist. If I get the motivation I'll put it up on my wall. I talked to the guy from Aereogramme (sp?), he was very nice. He rolled a cig and smoked and I got a picture with him with his smoke hanging out of his mouth. I can't remember if he put his arm around me. The show went very well. I can't believe I was there, honestly. I was so close too. I could see the beads of sweat glinting off of Emma's forehead.
I had the most wonderful dream last night as well about a boy... He kissed my forehead and it was the most amazing feeling ever. I felt really loved in my dream. And I just realised I don't really feel loved any other time. How stupid.
I wonder how my brother Brad is doing. I haven't spoken to him in a long time.
I'm alone tonight with no food and no money. Waiii.
current music: the strokes - is this it
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Wednesday, April 16th, 2003
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3:45 pm - yes love
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it only takes so much. :)
current mood: gleeful
current music: The Delgados - The Drowning Years
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Saturday, April 12th, 2003
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3:11 am - let me tell yah bout the agony of love
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What the hell is wrong with this?
Back and forth, back and forth. Just enough to keep one interested yet not enough to satisfy their needs.
I don't understand why people do this.
I've decided to give up on this whole Will situation because honestly, I'm not too bothered by it (I realised tonight) and I don't really feel like fooling with the dating shit. So if he wants to hang out then I'm up for it, but I am not trying anymore. It's a real pity he's so damn attractive. Mallory and I have both agreed that his looks are a bit wasted. (although I did find out he has a job that I'd completely forgotten about but I knew about! i thought he'd quit... cool job, too- he works the reels in a movie theater.) (edit: well, i just talked to will so yeah, i'm definitely giving up. he even told me to, hah. he gave some silly emo excuse and told me that he was bad for me anyway or someshit like that:)
As for other boys: I've been shown interest but what will it amount to? Nothing if I don't do anything about it (because the ball is in my court!). And I don't plan on it because it's just weird and creepy (ahem, I'd probably have to have dinner by myself to go after this person which is creepy. but I see myself getting bored this week so I just might have dinner there by myself!). So boys, you can come after me because I'm sure as hell not worried about coming after you! :)
Anyway. I guess that's all for now.
current mood:  bitchy
current music: Luna - 1995
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Friday, April 4th, 2003
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11:33 pm - always reminds me of you
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It seems as if I've been stood up tonight. That's alright I suppose.
Why do boys have to be so silly?
current mood: bleee
current music: Joy Division - Komakino
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6:51 am - bless the bees and the birds
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I never realised how much you use your thumb until I got tired of my bandaid being in the way of usage! I'm glad I don't smoke because then I wouldn't be able to light the fag.
Sinister-induced listening and writing, mmmm.
current mood: yay!
current music: Madness - it must be love
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Thursday, April 3rd, 2003
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3:42 pm - you've got to roll with the punches just to get to what's real
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I'd like to thank you all for your kind words and let you know that while I don't comment, I do read your posts as well. I don't want you to think I don't! I'll try my hardest to come up with things to say in response to your entries, even if it's a silly song lyric or something. :)
current mood: good
current music: Aztec Camera - Jump
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Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003
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9:35 pm - i've also got this to look forward to oh my.
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Thank you for using Ticketmaster.
Your order number is --------.
You have ordered 1 ticket to: The Delgados
current mood: :)
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Tuesday, April 1st, 2003
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6:26 am - just thought i'd warn you all...
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If you get an email like this:
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We have recently noticed that you haven't updated your LiveJournal in
awhile. If you would like to keep your LiveJournal account, you must sign in
within the next 24 hours.
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Failure to sign in within the next 24 hours will result in account termination.
DO NOT OPEN THIS LINK! IT'S A VIRUS!!
Please, post this in your personal journal and in your communities, even if it's off-topic for the community. This is very important
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Monday, March 31st, 2003
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7:39 pm - there is a season (turn turn turn)
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oi! My first piano lesson is tomorrow, I'm so excited!
current music: Simon and Garfunkle - Turn Turn Turn
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Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
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7:03 am - last entry.
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I'm not much of a person. Or maybe I'm too much of one. Either way, neither is good.
current music: Hem - Horsey
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